Mixed feelings...

Well what a weekend I've had. Seriously though, how is it possible to have the best and worst days of your life in one weekend?
The party on sat, was just fantastic! was really really great and once it had finished, my sister and i went to the city and went clubbing, anyway we ended up at this really hygge bar called petit. Its just kind of one big smoking room but the music was real laxed and everyone was just chill as, having a good time. We spent a few hours there and then at 4am, was time for beddy byes.

Sunday (today), I got up and had a shower like normal, then decided what to do with myself and came up with making cupcakes, (which are usually my speciality), however today they didn't go well at all, the whole process was out from the start. I screwed up the icing and the dry ingredients that it just wasn't good at all. Then to make matters about a gazillion times worse, the bike I had used the day before to get up to the train station (my sisters bike) got stolen. Yep some insane devil child decided it would be a wonderful idea to leave an innocent person bike less. What a dick. Anyway I think the fact that my sister had trusted me enough to let me use her bike, and then me be the one to loose it was really just the most awful thing. I felt so much disappointment in myself, scared that she would hate me (this wasn't a cheap bike either).

Today was pretty hard, I must admit. But there are always going to be days like this. Its the getting through and accepting them that's the hard part, but by the end, its all in the past. You cant change what has already happened you can only look at what you can do now to prevent further happenings in the future. Its a mistake to learn from and although It was a horrible and sad one to make, at the end of the day I could buy her a new bike, luckily she has insurance so that will cover it and in the meantime all you can do is say sorry. Even in the worst situations there's always something you can do, even if it doesn't prevent it straight away, the best thing to do is to try and move on and know that tomorrows another day. <3

Here's a song that always helps me through really difficult times. Okay I know its a little, well heavy, but seriously it really does help!
Lil Wayne feat. Eminem - Drop The World

Hope your weekend was better then mine,
Lots of love always
H